Coming Out, true love and a gift.

it's funny I just saw The Ricky Martin story on Oprah and it just reminded me how coming out is the most important and scariest thing you can do in your life. A lot of people I don't believe truly understand the road of discovery you go through to come to the understanding of whom you truly are...we take for granted as we grow up to adult hood how we are suppose to find love and make a life with someone...what's so strange to me is that when so many people are soooo lonely why should we stop anyone who's lucky enough to find love...it seems like a gift that so many have yet to find.

pookie

It's funny to me that we live in a world with so much anger and hate and even though all that is going on I have been lucky enough to have found the love of my life. Today is my pookie's birthday and what is so amazing to me is that I keep falling in love with him every day but what's even better is I really like him. I like him as a person as a man, yes he's silly to me but he makes me laugh allot..I feel thankful to him parents for having him and I thank god for making him....My pookie the love of my life The man who I love the person who I will love to grow old with..and more important the man who will be holding my hand when it's my time to go to heaven were I will wait for him till we can be together once more....I wish more people believed in the magic not only of love but of like because Like is the true magic we never see.
So today happy happy birthday to my beloved pookie I love ya with all my hart.


Love Juan P. Rosales (Carrillo) Jr

never giving up

I never understand the people who have been with someone for a short time and then break up over something like (we can't get along) what does that mean, it would seem to me that if you have made the choice or have the desire to be with someone you have to make the decision to be with that someone, to understand the someone to love that someone but the most important thing I can say is do u "LIKE" that person...i think that's the important question to ask..because when the passion that u believe has faded what's left, is this the person u want to go to a movie with hang out with watch a funny movie with ask those questions and see what your answer will be

Love

It's funny to me after all these years still realizing I get excited when I know I'm going to see pookie, when I know he's coming home...it's funny and sometimes sad to be knowing there are couple's out there who don't feel that excitement over each other, the reason's there together I don't know but what ever there reason is, is a reason that should be respected ti them as a couple. I guess I'm lucky to still have those flip flops going on over my "old man" hee hee even though he's younger than me..ha ha ha

Big Boy

As someone who has always been a big guy and come's from a family that's large, I am finding it crazy all the show's on tv right now about big portion's of food or food contest I mean we hear all the time people saying our society is heaver than it has ever been before but if we keep making things bigger and deep frying everything not nailed down I mean really what do we exspect..the old saying is that we are what we eat however if were eating 5 pounds of grilled cheese what do we exspect

Then, Now and yet to be.

I find it funny in life how you never realize till something major happens how important or better yet how amazing life truly is. I've been a comic collector sense I was ye hi to a grass hopper..one of my favorite character's is and has been the formal triplicate girl...what I find deep is the fact here you have a hero who could become tree people and over time she has lost two body's and still finds the inner streght the inner courage to go on...while we go through the stage's in our life how do we find the spirt we need to always go through what ever life trows at us. maybe that's what defined's a hero...just not giving up no matter what happens. Maybe then we truly learn how to fly

Past, present, future

When u think about life do u see it as a line of logic or do u see it as a stream like water that's ever changing, when u look at life what is strange is if we could find our stream would we change it if we could or do we look at the river or lake our stream has become as what we are suppose to be. Are we a mighty water fall or a trickling stream. Many people like to play that game of what would we do if we could change something and if we could what would we change and how would we choose what it would be. Let the river flow and let time be what ever it is, is what it is meant to be....