July 20th 2013

  I know that Next year will be a huge year for senor pookie and I because we have set the date we will join our souls together as one. See I always think of marriage or weddings as a true union of soul were we agree before Our friends and family and most importantly, Our selfs that we are bonding our souls   together as one and buy doing that we say that there will be no challenge we can not face together. The Key is we know we are a team and we have to be the ultimate team that together is unbeatable. I know even though we have been together for a decade we have so much un left story to tell..so I can't wait

Sooo Growing up finally at 40

    Well what's interesting to me at times is that people so often feel that after a certain age u have to grow up and that to many people seems to mean loosing your innocents at your ability to play and smile. I have always felt that no matter my age I am not to old to buy toys or read comics, dance around the house or watch cartoons. However the one thing I can't run or hide from is the fact that because of my diabetes's I have now had to take a more proactive approach to my health and how much control I have over it.

  What is so strange to me is I have been using this illness not as a weakness but as a source for discovering with in my self an inner courage to finally take a portion of my self and allow this part to grow up or better yet mature some and during this process I have found that the 1st time in years My weight is starting to lessen some and it's allowing me to experience new aspects of life that for awhile I thought were denied to me, such as clothing buying or bike riding. The fact is there is nothing I can't do if I want to do it, I just have to realize mind and body are two different things my mind may say "hey your not that old" my body may say "ah yup u are" but I have to know that, that's OK and I should never beat my self up over that fact because it's OK change takes time But I have to remember Fabulousness is forever.